Realisms

After a long(2mth) break m back to my work and blogging.Not tat i had no work these two moths.But tat time i was working for myself which is not at all interesting to me.Back posted in speech therapy.First day of my posting itself got brightened by a sweet little pie.A one year old hearing impaired child.He is such a sweet kid tat i didnt felt like leaving him after the session.He started staring at me initially entering the session.The multicoloured toys n my therapy kit changed his attitude towards me and finally at the end of session by drawing a small star in his small hand with a red colour pen made us friends( for ever..).Hearing impaired of one year who has just started therapy for us is always a child wit jargons.But he says words in such a sweet way tat i forget to reinforce him.Mother has a complain tat he calls papa clearly but not mama:).After playing with him for long while to my wonder i asked mother whether she started traing him early or he has less loss.

But no wonder only a trained mother can give such gud training at this young age.Since 3yrs she is in this place with her elder son who is profoundly hearing impaired.After training they went back and took his admission in normal school there.she then conceived her second child.But her fate brought her back to Mysore leaving behind everything which she left behind for her first child.
But i couldn't find a sorrow of these in her because she has fully accepted the facts about her kids and is happy whatever they have and finding happiness in whatever she is doing for them ,not blaming her fate or any one else....

Because she is a mother.....................

shadow of dreams

anyway m cute..........
mera number kab ayega.................
there is always a child inside
There is only the shadow....

My life

"what life want me to do
what does it expect from me
I tried to love her to fullest
But she doesn't seek love from me
I asked her what she wants
one name murmured to my ear
It was ur name my dear
but i am helpless forever
as u are far than near.
My life need you forever
but you are someones forever".

love v/s exam

Love:lot of thoughts in mind and no guts to express it.

Exam:lot of guts to express,but no thoughts/ideas in mind.

(exam time,ll be back soon)

THINKING OF U

by Rich A Dyson

"As I lay here,thinking of you.

All my thoughts,Gray and Blue.

I wish I could see you,I wish I could.

Then maybe my lifecould be understood.

But, still I’m down and Thinking Of You.

Hoping you love me,like I love you. "

"Love is not about finding the right person, but making a right relationship. It's not about how much you love each other in the beginning but how much love you have built in the end.What is meant to be will always find its way."

ARE U A MALINGERER????????????

"Malingering" a term that striked me in my degree classes itself.India govt has increased the pension for disabled/challenged(latest term)from 400/mth to 1000/mth.Is it really a big amount.should a person malinger to get 1000rs/mth.but the new statistics of people coming to our clinics for disability certificate really shows its a big amount.
I have developed a police eye specially to catch the so called malingerers .

"kivi kelstayila madam"(cannot hear)

My special eye becomes active .Most of the time they are adults.Our usual strategy is clapping from a side of person without his knowldge n he will respond which we are trained to observe and record.
what happens is many time innocent people also becomes our targets.once a woman came .she was told by her parents not to utter a word n she was doing so although involuntarily she committed certain mistakes.I took her to the supervisor with the findings that she s malingering.I made her parents stand outside and when made her talk she could talk nicely.I was happy with my findings.But then i realised she doesnt have that basic intelligence to malinger when her parents were out of room.
Another day one lady of about 3oyrs with her father came.I asked her to name a pen showing it.she said
"nanage gottilla"(i dont know)
she was answering in full sentences but wont name things in the fear of losing certificate

But today something else happened ,I was cheated by a 8yr old.He was not responding to me and his behaviors were so natural that i didnt have any suspicion.I concluded that he is disabled ,probably eligible for certificate.When i was about to leave i heard some boy screaming and talking to his mother clearly.I couldnt believe it was he who was pretending before me for almost an hour.
but my police eye......
Children are more intelligent and he was well trained...seeing me he shut his mouth as if nothing has happened.....
He was a perfect malingerer
still why they are taking this risk:may be Iooo rs can solve their problem
may be******

A simple thought

It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone,you get mad at yourself for not
saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them.Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before.

ROSE

"she was a rose
About to bloom
scared of thorns

If it hurts her or not

She hide away as a bud,

Until the day nature mother asked her to bloom

she said that she is scared off but,

Her time in this world was about to end,

Her destiny was to show off her beauty

And spread her aroma

which she was hiding

Crying ,shivering she blossomed

Saw the wonderful world around her

Drops of tears added to her beauty

Perfume she wore enhanced her charm

she realised that thorns are her part and not her enemies

But unaware of real world other than thorns,

she tried spreading her beauty around

The world was cruel and she was plucked

Sold her along a bunch of flower"

(its just to check how it will be if i write a poem and i had a hell lot courage to publish this:).....i understood my level ,so no more attempts........thank u....)

play is the beginning of knowledge

childhood is a wonderful period to look back and cherish.Running,jumbing,climbing,falling.Broken knees were pleasure,and inspiration for playing more,lots of energy even without boost.For me childhood means play ,play,play and play!!!!!!i m very lucky to have a number of age mates as my neighbours that i didnt have time to spent for anything else,except the time during which my mom forced me to sit and study.Ijust looked looked back to see what i was at those early innocent years.wake up late in the morning thinking of coming and continue yesterdays games in the evening.sleeping thinking of what can be played next day.lots of game.i dont think todays children will have all those varieties as they are busy playing with readymade toys in their small flats
outdoor games:
universal game hopeskotch
hide and seek
police and thief
seven tees
marble
traditional kerala games like talapathu(literal translation"headball":))
kutiyum kolum...(its funny if i translate,leave it,but a wonderful game)
dome of sand for construction work will become railways,cave and houses within minutes
i was very fond of making doll by smashing newspaper soaked in water,as i read it in one of the children's publication that time.
pond and bank
mother and father
kitchen play using hibiscus leaves and redbricks(chillipowder).
games using broken bangles,seeds,....
snake and ladder.
lots and lots....just cant list out...

i think all these games have helped in building up my attitudes,abilities one or the other .
its said that play behaviour is an important aspects of child development and many of our abilities develop as a result of our play.
i wonder now how many children are getting the chances to play like this.Ready made toys and stuffs are made available so that the child need not go out and create problems to parents.
We have no simple problems or easy decisions after kindergarten.So let your children have their wonderful childhood which they can cherish ever

"I wanna be ur sweetheart grandpa..."

"Appuppa..........................."I loved calling him ..because he was the only person who comes running to my voice.It may be to get somthing on a height or to ask him to get chocolate secretly or to blackmail showing him the place were his cigrattes are hidden or just to sit on his lap.My" grandpa"smoking was his only bad habbit.Fom my childhood i am against his smoking habit and used to put his cigars on fire..He laughs but never ever scolded me for that..he use to show his hand as if he is goin to beat me...but the slow pace in which his hands comes itself make me laugh..and that was his only purpose of pretending to scold ......
He comes from his shop in the evening with a paper packet full of chochlates or groundnut and give to his granddaughters ,he liked girls more so waslittle partial...
once i said granpa i want the hibiscus stem to plant in my garden ...he started cutting it and preparing it to plant..I saw his hand bleeding and he s still cutting..i called my mom to show grandpa's hand and he was busy cutting it because he knows if others come they will not allow him to cut as its bleeding heavily.......he has promised me that he will give.

no other grandfather would have given such a beautiful gift to their grandchildren ......he had his own shop and had lots of account books there .,,he made wonderful album on it with matchbox labels.......still now i cant believe that he used to collect matchbox labels from road to make my album.Its a big 200 page album with matchbox labels of different variety arranged in different shapes and also stamps he collected from his fellow shopkeepers...at that time it was a gift my grandpa gave me.but now when i see i can see his amazing talent,his patience,his love,effort..others might have thought at that time that he is mad collecting things from road.But it was not a shame for him as its for his grandchildren..he made 4 albums like that for his 4 grandchildren and was making one 4 my sister but....
another funny thing i remember he used to hide food items when children other children come to our house to give it to my youngest sister who was in play school at that time.And once smoked lying in his bed and it got burned.When i asked him angrily if something would have happened...he smiled as usual and said...molu u should study well ok.
He was very possessive about his children..
I alwys felt that he had gud health inspite of his smoking but i didnt knew that he was pretending to be having....
he didnt let others know that he was not well till his last moment and he was so gud that god didn't made him suffer..

i used to offer god for things to happen and when i heard he was not well my little mind offered more amount may be 5 rs more to save his life..i prayed all through the way that nothing should happen to him...
but everything has happened before i offered...i was paralysed...i sat beyond his body not able to cry...because i just felt he is sleeping as calm as ever ..................
i wonder all were crying i couldnt....i think the tears were not enough to express what i felt that moment.

Even now when i leave that house i just turn back just to see him standing wearing a dhothi and waving his hand till we are out of his sight...........i always want to be his favourite granddaughter and he told me i m his....but later i knew he told each of us secretly that she is his favorite.......

But i know dear grandpa....i am ur sweetheart................

The Eternal Reality of the Soul's Immortality

Sridhara Swami's Commentary
It may be argued that although it is certainly true that the Supreme Lord Krishna is not ever subject to birth and death being transcendental to the material manifestation what about the individual living entities who everyday are dying and being born. This is what is being answered in this verse. Even as the embodied living entity in the very same lifetime, possesses different physical bodies during different stages of life such as infancy, youth and old age; but always keeping the consciousness that one is the same individual despite these modifications presented in the form of the body. So it can be understood that on the destruction of the physical body the eternal soul is embodied in another physical body only due to the impressions one has accumulated in their subtle body and that the subtle body is real is observed at the birth of an infant who begins to suck the mothers breast immediately owing to past life impressions. The eternal soul does not perish when the physical body perishes; therefore the spiritually intelligent are not deluded by the birth or destruction of the body knowing that the eternal soul is not subject to birth or death.

Madhvacarya's Commentary
This verse confirms that the soul is distinct from the body but by it being distinct does not make it independent. Only when the physical body is seen changing through infancy, childhood, youth etc. can this separate distinctness be perceived and thus confirmed until the soul giving up its present body acquires a new body and in some rare cases a living entity can recollect their past lives.
The physical body is obviously not what has the experience of childhood, youth, etc as is evidenced when the body is dead. The body is just the container and when the soul has departed. The body has no further identification with the soul leading itself to experience that it is a human being or tiger or worm or whatever physical form it possessed as the case may be. But due to the fact that the soul remains within the physical body during deep sleep similar to the ego centered mind; it is possible to perceive the existence of the soul as an independent consciousness whereas the body is merely like a wooden box.
Ramanuja's Commentary
As the indwelling monitor in every individual body of all living entities the soul does not grieve at any modifications taking place in the physical bodies transition from infancy to youth to maturity to old age and that by this process it is not in any way affected. So similarly a living entity possessing spiritual intelligence will not lament at having to transition from one body to another body at the time of the modification known as death in this world because of the knowledge that the soul is always eternal.
The individual soul within the physical body of every individual living entity is eternal. Bound by the reactions of their own individual desires from time immemorial each individual soul incarnates into different bodies according to their individual karma. Then based solely on their past actions they are given a physical body which is their vehicle to evolve from bondage to liberation in the material existence by engaging in Vedic authorised activities appropriate to ones birth and qualification while but performing all activities selflessly without any motive for personal gain.
To those so conditioned as to be unable to be unattached to the fruits of their actions, the experiences of duality in pleasure and pain are unavoidable in as much that they are but the product of the material existence which come into contact with the senses as external objects. Hence one needs to tolerate all such dualities with perseverance during the undertaking of any and all activities.

Why bad things happen to gud people?

Happened to listen to a lecture on role of spirituality in the field of rehablitation.A very enlightening oration by a swamiji who was an alumni of our college.20yrs before in his so called "purvashrama"as apart of his Msc dissertation he happened to meet a person who was "deaf". He was in search of a professional who can give him speech so tat he can preach...
The result was that the professional himself got hablitated by his client in the spiritual world...The man opened all his senses which was spiritually closed so tat he can sense that divine power with all his micro structures.


Many concepts rather issues which knowly or unknowly comes to our mind were raised.If u think of those many times its like just unanswerd.Since its the world of internet and not of vedas and puranas we are least aware that the issues has been answered in a most auspicious ways 1000 of yrs ago n our literature.Todays oration really touched my heart and soul I felt very bad as i never tried to peep into any of our ancient works with an urge.
I tried to concieve the whole essence of the talk so tat i can convey them to my friends..but its just not an easy task.Just try to jot down whatever i remember probably in an organized way and wish i ll be able to convey them in a proper manner

Why bad things happen to good people and vice versa?
The first questn he adressed .Relating it to rehabilitative field we usually face such situation where parents of children with disability when we take them for counseling ask us.
why my child only???why not others???
Reason..........frankly i couldn't fully infer the facts explained as it was a bit above my cognizance..
Still the essence was that based on vedic literature there are 5 main elements that control every existence
Ishvara -god
Jiva-living entity
Prakriti-materialistic world
Kala-time
Karma-work/duty




Nothing can happen "by chance".If a small watch cannot exist without a creator how can complicate human body,the nature ,the galaxy...etc exist or came into existence without a creator.The supreme power ,the so called "god"exist and all the existence in this universe are the parts and parcels of that supreme power..

So he gave existence to jiva ,the living entity nothing but the "soul".
Does soul exist ,if yes where is it.why cant we see it?
The natural questn to arise
Then a counter questn would be where is the mind?
where is the intelligence?
why cant we see them..but still we believe in its existence.
They are all subtle..physically u feel the air the wind but u wont see becoz its subtle ..
The same way the most intricate entities in nature exist the subtle form and among them the smallest is the soul,which can be compared to a spark or one in 1000 small as the tip of hair.
we can't see it but we will feel its presence if we are concious.



what is the nature of soul?
"desire"
The soul has desires..this strong desire makes the soul alive.It needs a body to full fill its desire ..it uses the body until it feels that the body is capable of fullfilling the desires.If it cant it will leave tat and by tat time another body is ready for its acceptance.so does the soul die ???never..

prakriti,the nature ,the environment,the materialistic world which alwys fascinate us..ther are some laws of nature and we are owed to follow that ..if we follow we are promoted ..if we ignore /doesnt follow we are demoted .
kala is the time during which we are assigned certain karma which if we doesn't do we will face the consequences and doing this is related to motivation of ur soul,or desire of ur soul...but if we have to motivate ur soul there should be a desire to do that..
Its just like a frog in a snakes mouth with a desire to catch the insect flying in front of him.
So ultimately every soul has a desire which is the root of our existence and watering that root rather than the branches and leaves leads to our ultimate accompolishment of our goal of life.

so what is the ultimate goal?

Love to that supreme power thereby getting connected to all his loved ones which are his parts and particle...

love can be due to
fear of god
passion
goodness
pure love

Its difficult to develop pure love...but in alife one must aspire to have that pure love to god,the love which is unconditional and love which attach u to him even after u having thousand reasons to abandon him......the eternal love........

so inshort to conclude its not the physical senses that matters,its the person itself matters,the soul matters
Even having gud hearing sensitivity with no understanding of fellow beings cry u are handicapped
Gud vision and u cant see others pain u are handicapd
2 hands and cant lend a helping hand to u r people then u r handicaped

without knowing the essence of love &god u r handicapped
In essence if the soul has a desire it will uplift the body the person and the focus of the rehabilitative effort should be holistic rather than considering only the disability.

A deaf and dumb ,so called handicapped person has given such a vision to a professional who thought himself to be blessed and pitying on those unfortunate people to realize himself as having severe handicaps....


Its just a gist of that wonderful talk by that towering personality. Lots and lots he talked about but just tat i cant express them fully...a free flight of thoughts flying through my mind ....it was just wonderful and has inspired me a lot....
.Just tat it should remain and hope i ll improve myself atleast as i have a big duty assigned to me by that almighty and my soul is in constant urge to full fill his desires, may be my destiny....

Stopping with a small thought undoubtedly its also plagiarised




why do we say "I love u"/I have done it etc touching ur chest or may say hand on heart...u could say it keeping hand on ur head/or arm etc.....

Its becoz it says our soul exist in our heart....and it shows that the referred"I" doesnt refers to the body or the person ,but its the soul situated in that region.......

If my soul urges ll have more thoughts on this.......

“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.”

"Being alone" the most horrible part of life.But the feeling of being alone even after u find 100's of loving hearts around u????????????Life is really beautiful...If u are lucky u can see many faces around u who loves u alot!!!!
still....
Have u ever felt the absence of a single person among these hundreds making u feel alone in this world...even though many r there to talk to u ,u feel better talking to him or her just by imagining their presence............
Human mind is unpredictable....god has given us a lot of emotions which conquers our heart n mind without our knowledge......The unexpected pain which arise in heart makes u analyse the reason and u ll be surprised knowing the reason that someone was important which u realised only in their absence.....
unless u know before hw ll u stop urself frm missing them.......
The seconds taken for realizing would have changed the whole life............

childhood it may be a cute doll or a puppy....
school age a loving friend....................
teenage an unaccepted love..........
adulthood one u loved..............
oldage may be ur loving parents.........................


The chain of relations moves forward ..........but try not to miss the people who made ur life worthy and beautiful.....................
god bless.................

who m i?

midnight 2.00clock... m awake to find myself....who am I?the questn mankind have been asking since they evolved....yesterday was my b'day .....my frnds celebrted tat in a most beautiful manner by dressing me up as aman tat too in the form of a messenger n olden days......though fun with all those make up i looked diff n mirror n one of my pal askd me if u feel like seen ur face like tis b4...she meant whether i remember my previous life in which i was a messenger n she the queen n she viewed me announcing around about her arrival ............it was a real fun,,,,but seriously at tat moment i thought tis who m i?
"tell me about ur frnds n i ll tell u who u r"a famous quote...so i got the methodology 2 study myself frm tis...study my frnds...................
so i have started with my attempt....
result ll be published soon........

mother

M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,
Put them all together, they spell "Mother,"
A word that means the world to me.

Today's thought

"Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky".

From childhood-oldage(orphanage - oldage home)

An ordinary day started with usual rush to clinics as i got up late......only one case for therapy n tat too tibetan ...mt dear shanghai...after giving chance to him 4 imitating me n chatting with his grandpa i ran to room no 39(i guess) to submit ma reports...afternoon classes were horrible except enjoying manj's n swetha recorded laugh(really it was haughting laughters)....
my feet got wounded becoz of ma nw sandals ..i could hardly walk wearing them...n adjusting my walk accordg 2 tat i git small sprain i ma legs....nywys we r having 3 days long holidays so these all cant prevent me frm "enjoy mading" 2day....eveng the thg came 2 ma ind tat 2day s the NSS orphanage visit....feelg very tired....shld i go....????"should go dear" wats tat....inner voice....
ok lets go mari.....i told ma frnd...waitg 4 the college bus 2 start i saw a non NSS member our slow processor cumg with a smile n confusion if she could cum....she got permission....we went to the orphanage......first time m goin to such a place...it was a trust n along with children there are ORPHAN grandmas....we could hear frm outside "topi beka topi......".......they were playing with the NSS members my juniors who arrived early....very happy kids opposite 2 my expectation.....

one girl sukanya came n sat on my lap....she saw my frnds bangles and chain..i asked her if she likes it...she said yes...
but none of them had bangles or chain.........
it reminded me of my young age as well as my chechi's daughter who throw bangles away becoz she has enough n she don want to wear it.......
i noticed one boy....he appeared burned.....he showed me beautiful sketches he has done n said i have done it on my own..................
ya he should becoz there s nobody there 2 help him out..............
to appreciate his talents......
i akd rafeeq who looke smart wat s his ambition...he said sofware engn
i askd yyyy???
then he said once i had my father n he wanted me 2 be an engnr,,,,
he still carries tat n mind....i wished him all success.....
next was a girl who wanted to becum a singer.....
then there was a sweet cutie chumma(subha-2yrs)......who was the star of the day...
no body was ready 2 keep her down...,,,n she wanted 2 be carried
i thought of kids of same age who r reluctant to cum from their mothers lap.......
then we gave them sweets n enjoyed their performance.....
finally we went 2 meet aji's......(grandmas)

children definitely hdont have long stories to tell us...but the old mothers.....they had
they were not from the road.......
they were not beggars
they were not poor
they all from good families
and most worst part is they r in this orphanage when their own children having their own house ,well settled live in the same city....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they were nt blaming....they have gud reasons not to blame their children.......................
growing to this level from their mothers lap nw they they dont have space in their big houses n small mind to accomodate them ,care them..............

words cannot exxpress their feeling....n nobody can empathize their emotions...........
failing 2 control my tears ......i sat n front of a grandma.....she has a beautiful name.......n she s indeed very beautiful......b4 leaving i touched her feets n she blessed.......n said do cum n a holiday at day time....but dont bunk classes....

How they can luv us when their own chidren of our generation has left them alone...they still expect us to cum n just talk to them...............

when i came outside i saw a little boy prasanna...i just lifted him n he was happy..he caught my hand n took me to his elder brothers who were busy making paper flower for us......he tried to get me flower but he couldnt.......i said its 5ne as it was time.....he coughed n without sying a word he went inside................
v bid bye to all n left...............b4 leaving rafeeq askd me akka where are u frm....has said kerala...he murmered n the ear of girl next 2 him....they came frm kerala 2 see us.....................
v smiled looking at each other......

i called up my mom 2 tell wat all happened n she joked "oh v all r goin to be n such places soon know"

i laughed.........still feeling their pain in my mind...................

mothertongue

Today was a brainstorming day for me....As m very particular in not giving much strain to my lazy brain it was rather a sought of punishment which i thk our department head purposefully gave us.....I believe no body would have felt the other way after attending todays workshop on translation of public education material........
2 emminent personalities well versed in this field adressed us......after quiet a long lecture on tecnical sides of translation...we started the actual task of translating materials in English into our native languages......
And i realised how strong my and even my friends knowledge of our mother tongue.......we were struggling like anythg to get the corresponding malayalam words....when we get words it will not be appropriate to the context and vice versa...starting at 12.00clock we could finish only around 1 page each by 2.00clock.....

But we should appreciate ourselves as we are great creators......

somebody asked a malayalam word for babbling and the answer was so spontaneous......
"bababa"adikunathu is babbling......literally true!!!!!
solitary play became swayam kali
social play ....samuhika kali...
coopertive play:sahakarana kali....
......this ended with a very interseting translation of word bench........
bench:naalu kaal kutti ottapalakayulla ..................................(rest of the part u may guess)

one thg i understood.....love u mothertongue....learn ur mothertongue.....use it.....but .....their is always a better way to do things...like that their is abetter way to communicate,....so for making our language better and for using it in a better way if we need the help of a foreign language their is no harm in tat.........

pine apple !!!!!apple????apple!!!!!!pineapple????

what is the difference between apple and pine apple???apple is red in colour,specific shape......etc..pineapple yellow...,with small scales..,!!but both are fruits ,both taste sweet(conditions applied)

ok now tell me the difference between the word "apple" and 'pine apple".only difference is the pine and if u remove tat its apple.....
y i asked u all these ...becoz today my autistic child made me aware of this difference in the word apple and pine apple.....u may wonder how???very intersting incident
she is monu with her parents (both of them are doctors).she came to mysore to attend therapy.....Like any other educated parents who has world in their finger tips,they have learned a lot about this wonderful disorder(i shld never call it a disorder rather its a condition) "autism".
she s really a sweet child n i would say she s having autistic spectrum disorder.....
ist day of therapy:parents with their child....i called her name ..she didnt respond...i snatched her hand and tried seeking her attention towards me......
father:she ll not attend becoz she s in her own world
mum:ya its difficult to bring her from "HER OWN WORLD".u know na autistic have this specific character....
i understood tat they have internet accesss....nywys i called her from her own world ignoring the parents comments.......

i struggled in the next sessions to bring her mother from the internet informations to her childs reality.....

months passed.....nw monu is somewhat a smart girl who developed from her previous level....mainly becoz of her mothers effort......

so abt the story of apple...tat was the first fruit she learned....i taught her apple...she was pretty consistent with tat...even u draw arough fig she could make out apple.....

but suddenly one day she started labelling apple as pine apple....
i wondered "pine apple"hw she learned pine apple"
mothers efforts were pouring water on mine...
she wanted her child to learn rather repeat as many words as possible...
i told her give monu time...but she dont have .......

mama is depressed,child started beating mother for correcting her as if she is asking her
"what is this ?any ways "apple" is there in pine apple then y apple alone.......
mamma is angry monu.....mummy started shouting ...to save the chld didi(its me)started working to change apple again to apple...showed her the difference.....
asked mummy to show real objects
mummy's explanation:oh noo!!she s under megavitamin therapy ...so no fruits to monu

ok lets WORK with the picture..
mummy:dont worry i m sure monu will surely cum out from pine apple


after may be 2 days....(i thk mama scolded her n threatened her for saying apple as pine apple)child came....
didi started routine activities...in between introduced fruits
mummy happily....u know she s nw again saying apple as apple itself....
didi is also happy....bt let us check ........sumne

what is this monu ....??this is..........
child:apple....
ohh!!!!very gud very gud(clapped)

ok then what is this....showing pic of pine apple.....
this is........................................
wat happened her face looking confused.......
she forgot the name....
mummy screamed
what is this?say!!!!!!!!!!!!

child:"APPLE"
APPLE!!!!
CHILD again THIS IS "APPLE"

we both were sat with our hands on head...........
mama commented "stupid girl"

Actually who is stupid???
she might be thnkg its we who cant tolerate the addition of words or omission of words>>>>>>>>


who is having problem here.....wat is happening in childs mind??
my thought process is not enough to peep into her mind....

any idea????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enlightment

wats special 2day!!!!!i wonder ...suddenly i discern somethg which i was never ready accept.....
there are wonderful ,inspiring personalities of my same age,around me......u may wonder what made me realize it suddenly...????ya m cumg 2 tat

a 3 day fest n our college conducted solely by the students,participants from almost 11 colleges.........i doubted about the capability of students n conducting this....!!!But it happened n was a great success..behind its success was a bunch students with immense caliber,aspiration,leadership quality,hardwork....n moreover with an urge to do something....cuming from a very secluded college background without being much exposed to outside world(i really mean it) i couldnt imagined tat in this age we r capable of doing things which i alwys thought nt possible without guidance......

i admire ur efforts and work my dear pals...n keep ot up to make ur life a productive vineyard....

They are special.......

what is special????some thing which is different???unprocurable???.....

The meaning itself changed when i came 2 knw about special kids. like ny youngsters shooting for a quick ,safe,esteemed job ,after studies ,i was abt to turn towards routine medicine or IT field....Bt what happened in b/w is somethg i still marvel....the whole area of interest changed accordingly...a new unheard,unexperienced field of rehablitation opened in front of me......standing like a mother who dont know hw to take care of her adopted kid.....with no tool of acquired motherese i started WORKING with those kids to build up their future.....but later work changed to pleasure without my knowledge....developing so much of patience .....i found that they are indeed very special........
kids in their own world.....who resistant to cum out from their own world ......what are they telling us?sometimes i feel they are telling"leave us in our own world,let us be ourself...what is special in ur world,we are happy here".......Bt for others around him he has to cum out.......

"true frnd" is it a reality

FRIENDS

In this modern worlds of reality and practicality where there are better ways of survival even without much support the notion of true friendship which is selfless becomes questionable.children are trained to be selfish and competent in every way...they are thought the lessons of survival by pushing others down...They also have gud justifications for that which cannot be questioned...emotional quotients behind relationships are decreasing...people dont have time to see how much they love or trust each other and many times the trust are broken within second inspite they have been bulid up with years.yet we have to believe that "yes i have a true friend"