Friday, June 26, 2009

My life

"what life want me to do
what does it expect from me
I tried to love her to fullest
But she doesn't seek love from me
I asked her what she wants
one name murmured to my ear
It was ur name my dear
but i am helpless forever
as u are far than near.
My life need you forever
but you are someones forever".

Sunday, June 21, 2009

love v/s exam

Love:lot of thoughts in mind and no guts to express it.

Exam:lot of guts to express,but no thoughts/ideas in mind.

(exam time,ll be back soon)

Friday, June 19, 2009


by Rich A Dyson

"As I lay here,thinking of you.

All my thoughts,Gray and Blue.

I wish I could see you,I wish I could.

Then maybe my lifecould be understood.

But, still I’m down and Thinking Of You.
Hoping you love me,like I love you. "

"Love is not about finding the right person, but making a right relationship. It's not about how much you love each other in the beginning but how much love you have built in the end.What is meant to be will always find its way."

Monday, June 8, 2009

ARE U A MALINGERER????????????

"Malingering" a term that striked me in my degree classes itself.India govt has increased the pension for disabled/challenged(latest term)from 400/mth to 1000/mth.Is it really a big amount.should a person malinger to get 1000rs/mth.but the new statistics of people coming to our clinics for disability certificate really shows its a big amount.
I have developed a police eye specially to catch the so called malingerers .

"kivi kelstayila madam"(cannot hear)

My special eye becomes active .Most of the time they are adults.Our usual strategy is clapping from a side of person without his knowldge n he will respond which we are trained to observe and record.
what happens is many time innocent people also becomes our targets.once a woman came .she was told by her parents not to utter a word n she was doing so although involuntarily she committed certain mistakes.I took her to the supervisor with the findings that she s malingering.I made her parents stand outside and when made her talk she could talk nicely.I was happy with my findings.But then i realised she doesnt have that basic intelligence to malinger when her parents were out of room.
Another day one lady of about 3oyrs with her father came.I asked her to name a pen showing it.she said
"nanage gottilla"(i dont know)
she was answering in full sentences but wont name things in the fear of losing certificate

But today something else happened ,I was cheated by a 8yr old.He was not responding to me and his behaviors were so natural that i didnt have any suspicion.I concluded that he is disabled ,probably eligible for certificate.When i was about to leave i heard some boy screaming and talking to his mother clearly.I couldnt believe it was he who was pretending before me for almost an hour.
but my police eye......
Children are more intelligent and he was well trained...seeing me he shut his mouth as if nothing has happened.....
He was a perfect malingerer
still why they are taking this risk:may be Iooo rs can solve their problem
may be******

Friday, June 5, 2009

A simple thought

It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone,you get mad at yourself for not
saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them.Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009


"she was a rose
About to bloom
scared of thorns
If it hurts her or not
She hide away as a bud,
Until the day nature mother asked her to bloom
she said that she is scared off but,
Her time in this world was about to end,
Her destiny was to show off her beauty
And spread her aroma
which she was hiding
Crying ,shivering she blossomed
Saw the wonderful world around her
Drops of tears added to her beauty
Perfume she wore enhanced her charm
she realised that thorns are her part and not her enemies
But unaware of real world other than thorns,
she tried spreading her beauty around
The world was cruel and she was plucked
Sold her along a bunch of flower"

(its just to check how it will be if i write a poem and i had a hell lot courage to publish this:).....i understood my level ,so no more attempts........thank u....)